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Disorderly Gratitude

Neurodivergence:

An interesting word

So many “disorders”

Words used to describe

Completely natural variance.

What words do I use

To describe myself?

Who am I?

How do I define my selfness inside my head?

Change can bring joy

Am I a disorder?

DID, Autism, PTSD?

All of those are just words

Used to characterise coping mechanisms or brain states.

Are my coping mechanisms a disease?

Or a super-power?

Am I disabled?

Or upgraded?

In truth, I see myself as

A capable human dealing with

Pressure and pain

In the best way I can.

I have a lot of help,

And I am grateful.

I have a lot of awe and love,

And I am grateful.

You hear me, God?

It’s not that things aren’t shit sometimes,

It’s that I look at the amazing life I’m living,

And I am grateful.

Thanks for reading my blog. Would love to hear your thoughts and comments below.

4 thoughts on “Disorderly Gratitude”

  1. “A capable human dealing with

    Pressure and pain

    In the best way I can.”

    That’s excellent. That right there is the thing to remember, always. I sometimes have to tell myself: This is not an insurmountable task. You will get through this.

    As will you.

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